When Things Go Wrong, Chaper 7
by Harry McMullan, III
Fear is the overwhelming terror we feel when, defenseless, we hear the
drums of the enemy marching. Reason and common sense are swords too dull
to cut the knot which binds us to fear's downward spiral of pain and destruction.
Fear weakens our moral values and paralyzes our wills, leaving us hunkered
down helpless before imagined foes; or, it can spin uncontrolled into panic
as we claw wildly like cornered animals. Fear is the corrosive which sets
upon faith-the child's relationship with God. Fear runs riot in its destructive
cycle, interdicting every good intention, devouring first the one who is
afraid. Fear is the vacuum left when love and trust are gone.
Fear's power is founded on ignorance and confirmed in isolation. But
when we face fear in the assurance of Father's love it flees like a nightmare
before the morning sun. Fears which controlled us fall away and become
as if they had never been. Past demons become no more than cartoon characters,
forgotten once the page is turned.
Trapped in dread's grasp, attacked on all sides, we need only retreat
to our inner bastion of safety and peace, the spiritual kingdom within,
the realm of order and love, there to find comfort and strength stronger
than that of any adversary. Faith is the key to this kingdom's secure gates,
and it comes from our willingness to trust Father's care and protection.
Within its massive walls we live in Father's presence and power and know
our certain place in his affection. Within, Father calms our minds and
tells us that all our fears are needless, that his loving arms surround
and keep us safe.
Fear, feeding upon itself, devastates the human soul. But deliverance
from terror is only a step of faith away, and faith is a gift of God. To
subdue fear we need only set our minds upon God, and through that relationship,
that pipeline from the infinite reservoir of our Father's love, pours power
from above to the healing of our panicked emotions.
Fear is not conquered, as it were, by frontal attack, because the emotional
strength with which to overcome it has already proved inadequate to the
fight, otherwise the fear would not have arisen. Fear is rather vanquished
by our realization of an all-powerful love, before which fear cannot stand.
The power of nature's storm, the malignancy of evil or non-caring people,
the indifference of circumstance, all shrink before the onrush of help
Fear is the needless panic of the child alone in the night, when all
along his parents are in the next room. Fear is our peril when we feel
weak, pride when we feel strong. Both arise when our connection with God
is impaired by immaturity, indifference, or willful perversity. Under any
of these circumstances life is painful, for it is out of alignment with
the currents of Father's plan, which alone provides health of body, mind,
emotions, soul, personality, and spirit. Father desires that his children
be free from fear and makes available the power by which we may.
"I will keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on me."
"In quietness and confidence shall be your strength." "Be
still and know that I am God." "Out of him shall flow rivers
of living water to the nourishment of many souls." "Come unto
me, all you who travail and are heavy laden, and I shall give you rest
for your fearful souls."
Even on Urantia [these angels] counsel the human teachers of truth and
righteousness to adhere to the preaching of "the goodness of God,
which leads to repentance," to proclaim "the love of God, which
casts out all fear." Even so have these truths been declared on your
The Gods are my caretakers; I shall not stray;
Side by side they lead me in the beautiful paths and glorious refreshing
of life everlasting.
I shall not, in this Divine Presence, want for food nor thirst for water.
Though I go down into the valley of uncertainty or ascend up into the
worlds of doubt,
Though I move in loneliness or with the fellows of my kind,
Though I triumph in the choirs of light or falter in the solitary places
of the spheres,
Your good spirit shall minister to me, and your glorious angel will
Though I descend into the depths of darkness and death itself,
I shall not doubt you nor fear you,
For I know that in the fullness of time and the glory of your name
You will raise me up to sit with you on the battlements on high. (48:6.8)
Even on Urantia, these seraphim teach the everlasting truth: If your
own mind does not serve you well, you can exchange it for the mind of Jesus
of Nazareth, who always serves you well. (48:6.15)
By this time the young man very much desired to talk with Jesus, and
he knelt at his feet imploring Jesus to help him, to show him the way of
escape from his world of personal sorrow and defeat. Said Jesus: "My
friend, arise! Stand up like a man! You may be surrounded with small enemies
and be retarded by many obstacles, but the big things and the real things
of this world and the universe are on your side. The sun rises every morning
to salute you just as it does the most powerful and prosperous man on earth.
Look-you have a strong body and powerful muscles-your physical equipment
is better than the average. Of course, it is just about useless while you
sit out here on the mountainside and grieve over your misfortunes, real
and fancied. But you could do great things with your body if you would
hasten off to where great things are waiting to be done. You are trying
to run away from your unhappy self, but it cannot be done. You and your
problems of living are real; you cannot escape them as long as you live.
But look again, your mind is clear and capable. Your strong body has an
intelligent mind to direct it. Set your mind at work to solve its problems;
teach your intellect to work for you; refuse longer to be dominated by
fear like an unthinking animal. Your mind should be your courageous ally
in the solution of your life problems rather than your being, as you have
been, its abject fear-slave and the bond servant of depression and defeat.
But most valuable of all, your potential of real achievement is the spirit
which lives within you, and which will stimulate and inspire your mind
to control itself and activate the body if you will release it from the
fetters of fear and thus enable your spiritual nature to begin your deliverance
from the evils of inaction by the power-presence of living faith. And then,
forthwith, will this faith vanquish fear of men by the compelling presence
of that new and all-dominating love of your fellows which will so soon
fill your soul to overflowing because of the consciousness which has been
born in your heart that you are a child of God.
"This day, my son, you are to be reborn, re-established as a man
of faith, courage, and devoted service to man, for God's sake. And when
you become so readjusted to life within yourself, you become likewise readjusted
to the universe; you have been born again-born of the spirit-and henceforth
will your whole life become one of victorious accomplishment. Trouble will
invigorate you; disappointment will spur you on; difficulties will challenge
you; and obstacles will stimulate you. Arise, young man! Say farewell to
the life of cringing fear and fleeing cowardice. Hasten back to duty and
live your life in the flesh as a son of God, a mortal dedicated to the
ennobling service of man on earth and destined to the superb and eternal
service of God in eternity." (130:6.3-4)
"Ganid, I have absolute confidence in my heavenly Father's overcare;
I am consecrated to doing the will of my Father in heaven. I do not believe
that real harm can befall me; I do not believe that my lifework can really
be jeopardized by anything my enemies might wish to visit upon me, and
surely we have no violence to fear from our friends. I am absolutely assured
that the entire universe is friendly to me-this all-powerful truth I insist
on believing with a wholehearted trust in spite of all appearances to the
To the runaway lad Jesus said: "Remember, there are two things
you cannot run away from-God and yourself. Wherever you may go, you take
with you yourself and the spirit of the heavenly Father which lives within
your heart. My son, stop trying to deceive yourself; settle down to the
courageous practice of facing the facts of life; lay firm hold on the assurances
of sonship with God and the certainty of eternal life, as I have instructed
you. From this day on purpose to be a real man, a man determined to face
life bravely and intelligently." (133:4.11)
He sought to make it clear that the world is not to be regarded as an
enemy; that the circumstances of life constitute a divine dispensation
working along with the children of God. (140:8.3)
"Fear not those who, although they may be able to kill the body,
after that have no more power over you. I admonish you to fear none, in
heaven or on earth, but to rejoice in the knowledge of him who has power
to deliver you from all unrighteousness and to present you blameless before
the judgment seat of a universe.
"Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies? And yet, when these
birds flit about in quest of their sustenance, not one of them exists without
the knowledge of the Father, the source of all life. To the seraphic guardians
the very hairs of your head are numbered. And if all of this is true, why
should you live in fear of the many trifles which come up in your daily
lives? I say to you: Fear not; you are of much more value than many sparrows."
"You have dedicated your lives to the ministry of the kingdom;
therefore be not anxious or worried about the things of the temporal life,
what you shall eat, nor yet for your body, what you shall wear. The welfare
of the soul is more than food and drink; the progress in the spirit is
far above the need of raiment. When you are tempted to doubt the sureness
of your bread, consider the ravens; they sow not neither reap, they have
no storehouses or barns, and yet the Father provides food for every one
of them that seeks it. And of how much more value are you than many birds!
Besides, all of your anxiety or fretting doubts can do nothing to supply
your material needs. Which of you by anxiety can add a handbreadth to your
stature or a day to your life? Since such matters are not in your hands,
why do you give anxious thought to any of these problems?
"Consider the lilies, how they grow; they toil not, neither do
they spin; yet I say to you, even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed
like one of these. If God so clothes the grass of the field, which is alive
today and tomorrow is cut down and cast into the fire, how much more shall
he clothe you, the ambassadors of the heavenly kingdom. O you of little
faith! When you wholeheartedly devote yourselves to the proclamation of
the gospel of the kingdom, you should not be of doubtful minds concerning
the support of yourselves or the families you have forsaken. If you give
your lives truly to the gospel, you shall live by the gospel. If you are
only believing disciples, you must earn your own bread and contribute to
the sustenance of all who teach and preach and heal. If you are anxious
about your bread and water, wherein are you different from the nations
of the world who so diligently seek such necessities? Devote yourselves
to your work, believing that both the Father and I know that you have need
of all these things. Let me assure you, once and for all, that, if you
dedicate your lives to the work of the kingdom, all your real needs shall
be supplied. Seek the greater thing, and the lesser will be found therein;
ask for the heavenly, and the earthly shall be included. The shadow is
certain to follow the substance.
"You are only a small group, but if you have faith, if you will
not stumble in fear, I declare that it is my Father's good pleasure to
give you this kingdom. You have laid up your treasures where the purse
waxes not old, where no thief can despoil, and where no moth can destroy.
And as I told the people, where your treasure is, there will your heart
be also." (165:5.2-4)
"What more shall I say? The downfall of nations, the crash of empires,
the destruction of the unbelieving Jews, the end of an age, even the end
of the world, what have these things to do with one who believes this gospel,
and who has hid his life in the surety of the eternal kingdom? You who
are God-knowing and gospel-believing have already received the assurances
of eternal life. Since your lives have been lived in the spirit and for
the Father, nothing can be of serious concern to you. Kingdom builders,
the accredited citizens of the heavenly worlds, are not to be disturbed
by temporal upheavals or perturbed by terrestrial cataclysms. What does
it matter to you who believe this gospel of the kingdom if nations overturn,
the age ends, or all things visible crash, since you know that your life
is the gift of the Son, and that it is eternally secure in the Father?
Having lived the temporal life by faith and having yielded the fruits of
the spirit as the righteousness of loving service for your fellows, you
can confidently look forward to the next step in the eternal career with
the same survival faith that has carried you through your first and earthly
adventure in sonship with God." (176:3.2)
"Let not your hearts be troubled. You believe in God; continue
to believe also in me. Even though I must leave you, I will not be far
from you. I have already told you that in my Father's universe there are
many tarrying-places. If this were not true, I would not have repeatedly
told you about them. I am going to return to these worlds of light, stations
in the Father's heaven to which you shall sometime ascend. From these places
I came into this world, and the hour is now at hand when I must return
to my Father's work in the spheres on high.
"If I thus go before you into the Father's heavenly kingdom, so
will I surely send for you that you may be with me in the places that were
prepared for the mortal sons of God before this world was. Even though
I must leave you, I will be present with you in spirit, and eventually
you shall be with me in person when you have ascended to me in my universe
even as I am about to ascend to my Father in his greater universe."
"The Father sent me into this world, but only a few of you have
chosen fully to receive me. I will pour out my spirit upon all flesh, but
all men will not choose to receive this new teacher as the guide and counselor
of the soul. But as many as do receive him shall be enlightened, cleansed,
and comforted. And this Spirit of Truth will become in them a well of living
water springing up into eternal life.
"And now, as I am about to leave you, I would speak words of comfort.
Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you. I make these gifts not
as the world gives-by measure-I give each of you all you will receive.
Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be fearful. I have overcome
the world, and in me you shall all triumph through faith." (181:1.4-5)
The peace of Jesus is, then, the peace and assurance of a son who fully
believes that his career for time and eternity is safely and wholly in
the care and keeping of an all-wise, all-loving, and all-powerful spirit
Father. And this is, indeed, a peace which passes the understanding of
mortal mind, but which can be enjoyed to the full by the believing human