P1703:1, 152:4.1
The apostles, without their Master -- sent off by themselves -- entered the
boat and in silence began to row toward Bethsaida on the western shore of
the lake. None of the twelve was so crushed and downcast as Simon Peter. Hardly
a word was spoken; they were all thinking of the Master alone in the hills.
Had he forsaken them? He had never before sent them all away and refused to
go with them. What could all this mean?
P1703:2, 152:4.2
Darkness descended upon them, for there had arisen a strong and contrary wind
which made progress almost impossible. As the hours of darkness and hard rowing
passed, Peter grew weary and fell into a deep sleep of exhaustion. Andrew
and James put him to rest on the
cushioned seat in the stern of the boat.
While the other apostles toiled against the wind and the waves, Peter dreamed
a dream; he saw a vision of Jesus coming to them walking on the sea. When
the Master seemed to walk on by the boat, Peter cried out, "Save us, Master,
save us." And those who were in the rear of the boat heard him say some of
these words. As this apparition of the night season continued in Peter's mind,
he dreamed that he heard Jesus say: "Be of good cheer; it is I; be not afraid."
This was like the balm of Gilead to Peter's disturbed soul; it soothed his
troubled spirit, so that (in his dream) he cried out to the Master: "Lord,
if it really is you, bid me come and walk with you on the water." And when
Peter started to walk upon the water, the
boisterous waves frightened him,
and as he was about to sink, he cried out, "Lord, save me!" And many of the
twelve heard him utter this cry. Then Peter dreamed that Jesus came to the
rescue and, stretching forth his hand, took hold and lifted him up, saying:
"O, you of little faith, wherefore did you doubt?"
P1703:3, 152:4.3
In connection with the latter part of his dream Peter arose from the seat
whereon he slept and actually stepped
overboard and into the water. And he
awakened from his dream as Andrew, James, and John reached down and pulled
him out of the sea.
P1703:4, 152:4.4
To Peter this experience was always real. He sincerely believed that Jesus
came to them that night. He only partially convinced John Mark, which explains
why Mark left a portion of the story out of his narrative. Luke, the physician,
who made careful search into these matters, concluded that the episode was
a vision of Peter's and therefore refused to give place to this story in the
preparation of his narrative.