P1758:2, 158:6.1
They remained overnight with Celsus, and that evening in the garden, after
they had eaten and rested, the twelve gathered about Jesus, and Thomas said:
"Master, while we who tarried behind still remain ignorant of what transpired
up on the mountain, and which so greatly cheered our brethren who were with
you, we crave to have you talk with us concerning our defeat and instruct
us in these matters, seeing that those things which happened on the mountain
cannot be disclosed at this time."
P1758:3, 158:6.2
And Jesus answered Thomas, saying: "Everything which your brethren heard on
the mountain shall be revealed to you in due season. But I will now show you
the cause of your defeat in that which you so unwisely attempted. While your
Master and his companions, your brethren, ascended yonder mountain yesterday
to seek for a larger knowledge of the Father's will and to ask for a richer
endowment of wisdom effectively to do that divine will, you who remained on
watch here with instructions to strive to acquire the mind of spiritual insight
and to pray with us for a fuller revelation of the Father's will, failed to
exercise the faith at your command but, instead, yielded to the temptation
and fell into your old evil tendencies to seek for yourselves preferred places
in the kingdom of heaven -- the material and temporal kingdom which you persist
in contemplating. And you cling to these erroneous concepts in spite of the
reiterated declaration that my kingdom is not of this world.
P1758:4, 158:6.3
"No sooner does your faith grasp the identity of the Son of Man than your
selfish desire for worldly preferment
creeps back upon you, and you fall to
discussing among yourselves as to who should be greatest in the kingdom of
heaven, a kingdom which, as you persist in conceiving it, does not exist,
nor ever shall. Have not I told you that he who would be greatest in the kingdom
of my Father's spiritual brotherhood must become little in his own eyes and
thus become the server of his brethren? Spiritual greatness consists in an
understanding love that is Godlike and not in an enjoyment of the exercise
of material power for the exaltation of self. In what you attempted, in which
you so completely failed, your purpose was not pure. Your motive was not divine.
Your ideal was not spiritual. Your ambition was not altruistic. Your procedure
was not based on love, and your goal of attainment was not the will of the
Father in heaven.
P1758:5, 158:6.4
"How long will it take you to learn that you cannot time-shorten the course
of established natural phenomena except when such things are in accordance
with the Father's will? nor can you do spiritual work in the absence of spiritual
power. And you can do neither of these, even when their potential is present,
without the existence of that third and essential human factor, the personal
experience of the possession of living faith. Must you always have material
manifestations as an attraction for the spiritual realities of the kingdom?
Can you not grasp the spirit significance of my mission without the visible
exhibition of unusual works? When can you be depended upon to adhere to the
higher and spiritual realities of the kingdom regardless of the outward appearance
of all material manifestations?"
P1759:1, 158:6.5
When Jesus had thus spoken to the twelve, he added: "And now go to your rest,
for on the morrow we return to Magadan and there take counsel concerning our
mission to the cities and villages of the Decapolis. And in the conclusion
of this day's experience, let me declare to each of you that which I spoke
to your brethren on the mountain, and let these words find a deep lodgment
in your hearts: The Son of Man now enters upon the last phase of the bestowal.
We are about to begin those labors which shall presently lead to the great
and final testing of your faith and devotion when I shall be delivered into
the hands of the men who seek my destruction. And remember what I am saying
to you: The Son of Man will be put to death, but he shall rise again."
P1759:2, 158:6.6
They retired for the night, sorrowful. They were bewildered; they could not
comprehend these words. And while they were afraid to ask aught concerning
what he had said, they did recall all of it subsequent to his resurrection.